I have been feeling rather gross, sticky when I fall sick. I could not sleep well all night, not even a few hours of nap for me. I was very awake during my nap, tossing here and there.

Oh people, before I continue. Anrul, has a blog, link him. He talks about everyone in our group.
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Not a wonderful day for me, I feel so restless. Angie Sis called me early morning for a chat. we chatted for 1hour plus. Yes, I understand what she means...I will try my best. Yeah, still friends like before...but not close. Why? I don't know too, paranoid I guess. Sis, told me joke too. Th butcher and pork ribs story. Sis is sick also. Why, everyone is sick?! Influenzer.

Had porridge for both lunch and dinner. I am starving...but no appetite. My sis, ask me to follow her to IMM to get some stuff for her boy. I give it a miss, and great...no caramel for me!

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Clifton, cheer up hurs. Am blessed to have him as a friend, classmate again after 2years? He told his personal, I still think he should tell th girl. What a waste, have th courage yeah! We are not close during sec2, even worst in sec3 and 4. We are from different class, we talk very little too. Now...he say treat all friends th same. Hahas.

One more thing, I wanna thanks those who concern. I am getting a bit better, no worry. I cant wait for monday arrival.

Another thing, I needa a hair cut..reborn urgently. I wanted to change, a bangs for me...geeky spectacles, what you think?!

This post will be edited again.

I saw th boy again, Anis went, "Oh my, very handsome."
Yes, I know. Thanks.

I wanted to have a heart to heart talk with Angie sis, but...I have to Q.
Most importantly, I wanna have a heart to heart talk with my sis.

She is always out, always on tasks, always never talk to me. She thinks I will tell Mum. Gosh!
I see her so trouble(d) all th times. I dont understand why others can be so close with their siblings but mine is always...quarreling.

I still remembered, my sis suddenly...out of th blues talk to me. Lying on th sofa and tell me everything that happen in her life, I was seated in front of her. No more heart-to-heart talk from that day onwards. Th first and last one. Yes, I am sure. I dont know how to ask, sometimes I really want to talk/ask her..."Do you have anything to share with me...but hard". Her reaction is standard...NO TALK, IGNORE ME T TH MAX.

WHY WHY WHY ?I told Mum, on that day that sis suddenly have a chat with me. Mum says is really rare, yes indeed. Asking me, how do I feel and why never talk more ? How, I want to know her life. Sounds interesting, my friends not like that. Town all th time, pool here and there. Quarrels, steady here and there. Arghh,

SIS, LETS TALK.
Talk to me like you used to.

Maureen's Kelly's

Rebecca drive me crazy to th MAX. She is crazy can, confirm SHOOT me like nobody businesses. She talk to me out of a sudden, we bus-ed home together and chatted, laugh like crazy. She tagged me, naming herself-Piggy. She give CCA a miss today, how great! Oh, tomor will not be th same anymore. Rebecca, I say I will blog you and your name is super BIG cans?!

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JPD talk makes me fall asleep. Bored to th max, I swear. Th speakers confirm cannot make it, oops. How come some of our classmates so selfish hurs, previous life become a fish-monger is it?! I hate them lahs, and I bored to th MAX. Choon yong, Anrul, Waiyip, Ganesh, Shannon not here. So quiet. School is not like before, lunch time is quieter.

Tomor no PE lesson, lesson starts late. I will be going for a run in th morning, I give it a miss today! Choon yong(Good friend) ask me not too, cos I will be very tired. He say run together next PE lesson. I might be reserved tomor and work after school. I ate a size of 5X5X5cm cake just now! Gosh.

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Random random.

Th other day I was searching what does my name stands for. What does Weiting means, what does Weiting stands for. I laughed th whole day. Guess what?!

I spelled Anrul name as AURUL.

I wanna Great Singapore Sales.

I need money, I work little this time round. Im tired.

When is Napfa test? I started running, on diet.

I wanna have a haircut.
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All my fridays are used up. I needa a break, oh I am going shopping with Ling after cisco visit.

WEITING.T is a busy girl.

Her schedule for next week is fully book-ed.
Monday, dinner with colleagues at T3.

Tuesday, work 7-11pm.
Wednesday, free.
Thursday, work 7-11pm.
Friday, CCA(night cycling).
Saturday, K-Box with colleagues.
Sunday, Baby Joshua birthday.

I wanna complain, yes typical singaporean-me. Yesterday night, I went for a run with my sister. She brought me out to th estate instead of th running track at my house downstairs. She said, she's gonna wait for me. Turned out, I ran half th estate and back to wait for her. I sucks big, my stamina had dropped. Gonna start running, slimming~

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Meet up with Charis this morning, to pass her 3 chinese dictionaries, how kind could I be.

Sometimes, I still feel myself being paranoid. I dont know why. School is so-so for me today, lunch with Ling and bubble tea. I have wedges, tasted sucky.

I could no longer catch up with N.W.T. How great?! They like understand me, I dont understand them. How, I find some of my classmates, way to helpful. Wait, get my meaning? Im trying to be sarcastic hor. They either teach or they dont. They either teach halfway and you will not see them back again. Helpful hor, should give them around of applause.

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Back home, sleep. I was supposed to attend a talk again but I give it a miss. That's me. Wait, I wanted to say something! I want to say.....

I saw NG LE XIN today, I was so happyyyy. It's like finally, so coincidence. I miss them so much, I wanna meet up and her celebration, oops. Lexin, when you free?!

Then, just now at 9.25pm. I went for a run, 4 rounds. Im loving it, I wanted more but tired lahs. I shall do these everyday. Oh, one more thing. I LOVE DRAWING MY FRIENDS!

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I want somebody to teach me N.W.T, oh please. Giving up soon, th practical sucks, theory even worst! I knew nuts. I want prawns craving again.

Oh, all my Fridays are used up. Today, Ling and I gossips about same person. Stop being so nosey can, sucks big time. How fantastic, I must stop all my sarcastism. Thats not me! Tomor, most of my friends are not coming to school. N.W.T. die again, only left with Cliff, KinKeong and me.

I must finish updating, Anrul is waiting Weiting. Snoring in progress, sorry yeah ! Happy reading and visit more, sisters? Sayang, friend XD I love this group of friends more and more! I feeling blessed.

I didnt attend school today. Basically, I dont feel like too and I could not catch up. So, I rather stay at home to study for previous topics and understand well. In the end, not productive. I am going to study later on, blogging and editing pictures first!

I wake up, do house chores then nap. Now, Im blogging. I prefer stepping on clean floor, I like th smell of detergent. Im crazy! I online in th morning, my classmates were looking for me. They miss my laughter, looks Im so-so friendly. Everyone likes me. Th class is quiet. I miss them too, I will be back tomor.
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You can say Im rubbish, nonsensical or paranoid. I am feeling real down this two weeks/past few days. Worst of all, I feel so stress, hurtful, cant function properly. Life wasnt as wonderful as I thought. Life was way to unfair to me. I have been complaining and being restless towards family, friends, school work, etc. I am not what I am before, replying text messages took a longer time, sleeping was what I do to stop myself from thinking.

I was complaining about th same person(those colleagues know). I have been with her for 7years. If I really were to flare up, I would tell her straight into her face that I will break our friendship just like that. I cant stand th way she's doing, her thinking, her LIES. I hate liars, seriously. I can accept fact, truth(even if its hurting)but...but why must lie?! I dont understand. What-so-ever, say that I am being too paranoid. Yes, 7years means a lot. Thats why I feel so fed up, cos I care!

She can even hide things from me, how fantastic could it be. I eventually find out on my own, can see. Everything aint invisible alright, well...I will still tolerate. Wait till, I cant stand it. I will let off, these 7years would mean...NOTHING. From now on, whatever she wanna say, I will let her be, even if she's lying. I cant be too good, I must be mean. I have erased my hands off her! I wanna thanks God for letting her be in my life.

I just wanna type, I have th same feelings as Kelly Odelya. I have th same feelings as her, read her blog. But...I just kept quiet and laugh as what I used to be. Becareful, I might do something crazy, shocking. Be prepared! I might end up in hospital, surviving?...I dont know. I am seriously stress! My private Os, I dont wanna Mum to heartbreak. My hard-earned money go into drain. I see a big F9.

Oh~ my private Os.
It time to settle down and study.

I was supposed to be at Singapore Expo for a talk, I give it a miss. Th reasons being, th talk cost me $50, from 1.30pm to 6.30pm. They teach you how to start a business, etc. My primary school friend ask me to work, whereby I could actually earn 1K in less than two weeks. How great, should I believe? I will find it out myself on next tuesday. Hopefully...is a YES! I need money to buy lots of stuff, how?

Another reason being, I have booked Shi Ruo together with Huixuan earlier to study our private Os. It has been a long time since we last met. We are primary school friends for...7years, thats really long. We decided to meet at 2pm, fantastic Im late.

I was so reluctant to step out of house and continue to sleep more. Lunch at Huixuan's house, fishball noodles and bubble tea. Aftermath, our study started. ShiRuo is so patient teaching Huixuan chinese. In th end, my study come to reading magazine. I was so engrossed into it.

So, today study was a fail-fail, not productive at all. Luckily, I did manage to study a bit of physics, but chemistry was a no-no. How, anyone willing to teach Chemistry? So, we got tired and started drawing each other! Dinner, we have Japanese Pizza. Not appetising and its way too vegetarian.

Home(d), to night market with Shiruo to look for my socks but to no avail.

Outdoor Adventure Clubs

School as per normal, just that I will be working tonight at 6-10pm.

Lunch with th boys, aftermath they went smoking. I stand aside like stupid. (-.-")

We have our System Admin practical test 1 this afternoon, my cliques and I are in batch 2. I feel so helpless and give up in th end. Luckily, Jin Ann come to help me retrieve back my data. If not, my 80% would have just gone like that. So, I managed to complete it. That 80% is with me, I could jolly well flung theory!

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We help each other during th practical, test?! So, waited for th rest and meanwhile also waiting for Clifton's mother to come and fetch us at 6pm. His mother send Ling and I back home. Gosh, she looks young can?!I love all th songs she listen in th car. Smooth~

Home at 6.35pm, dinner and lots of fruit, sleep again. Oh no! I have not been reading newspapers for a period of time. My colleagues have been chatting about what is happening and I know nuts. I must start reading already...no time no ime no time. Newspapers session.

I meet up with Angie and Fiona Sis early in th morning, at 9am at Harbourfront Macdonald for breakfast despite me sleep real late yesterday night. Me so on, steady girl.

We have a pancakes with sausage, and have a great chat. I told them one of my classmate, a guy. We gossips again, and that's us. We sat down for very long and little did I know that I have a stomachache. So, I went business before heading to work. Oops, unglam hurs.

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Hosting first, then at night I am in station 1. We stay till 11pm as there is supper, alright know we are bad but we are just too hungry. I missed my last bus thus I traine-d home with Angie sis lending me $19 in case there's really no more train so I can cab home. How nice right?!

Initially, I was working 12-10pm but due to enough manpower, they cut Geraldine and me. Great, I do not have to worry who is gonna replace in th afternoon. Cause, me gonna return back to school for extra lesson. From 1-3pm, both modules.

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Extra lesson is rather useful?! I have to work, if not I would stay on and continue my studies. So, I left at 3.15pm and bus down to Harbourfront to meet Geraldine for Starbucks. I have been craving for Starbucks like hell since th day me went Starbucks with Kelly and co. I love that Caramel frappucino, especially with whipped cream.

Lastly, I wanna have hair cut lahs.

We have normal lesson, just that in th afternoon th lesson is taken up by lifeskill. This is a trip to Pulau Semakau. I went there before during secondary 2. They just introduced you how th rubbish are being keep, etc. Kind of boring, but since all my cliques are going and so am I.

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Who knows, most of them are not here. We didnt went in th end. Lesson is postpone and back home.

Please take note to all, part timers in Earles. *Selected only.

Today, we have a trip to National Library for inspirations to do our projects. I am with Ling all th way from after lesson till lunch. Then, we board up th bus together. In th end, I never go. Cos, Choon Yong(Good friend) called and say no attendance taken plus only for one an hour. So, I ended up going for lesson which ends at 3pm.

Called Clifton. Makes me feel so...guilty. He's at Tiong Bahru, teacher say can wear home clothes so he go. Then, I told him I not going. So, he went from Tiong Bahru, Bugis, Queenstown, City hall and back home. He's already so moody these days, Im .... Sorry hurs!

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Went Plaza Starbucks to buy Caramel Frappucino and Green tea latte, back home. Sleep again, I feel so bored. Tomor, going Pulau Semakau. Super lame, and I went there during sec2 for geography. How...how? Our labsheets needed to hand in on thursday and....we did only a few with lots of blanks.

That banana split!
Tml, meeting
Angie sis is cancelled!
I got lesson.

Monday Blues.

Had P.E, what a waste of time! To gym, slack and air-con(ing). Lunch with Ling, Anis, Z and Cho, back for NST. Im catching up well and starting to understand. I just hate having lab-sheet. This is th time, instructions is not given clearly. All of us in our cluster not sure what to do, conversation started eventually. Chatting, dancing, gaming, laughing and online-ing.

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I think Im gonna have a hard time liking this module back. Guess what?! That teacher, actually scolded me for...nothing! Frankly speaking, Anrul and I did th Apache/Wireshark thingy. Only thing is that, we not sure where to write th answer. So hack-care is what we do! We did us around, but to no avail. So, th rest did Lab 4.5.1 and slack aftermath.

Mr Jaime call me over, scolding me why we never ask him, not doing his lab. In th end, he put me on big responsibility...which is to be th leader of my cluster. I hate it, he ask me to understand everything in order to help me group! Im find myself such a computer idiot. And and....he will DEDUCT MY POINTS if my cluster do not understand and not doing his work. Atrocious!

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Clifton Lam Zhen Hao, I say I will blog you right! Here it is, he he is making me....CRAZY and STRESS! Stupid him, everytime blame me when we could not catch th bus. Blame me, we have to take two bus. Blame me for asking him to wait. Blame me, for lying to him. Guess what ?! He this....arghhh.....DANCE IN CLASS. With that "M" style, pole dance, snake/lion dance for all he can come up with. He is mad today!!!!!

Rain rain go away,
come again another day.

I was supposed t meet Clifton at th usual bus stop- th one opposite Plaza. Today, I walk to th wrong bus-stop, I keep thinking that I am not meeting him. Who knows, we meet each other in th bus.

School is really boring, how I wish there will be no school for all of us. Teachers are always doing th same thing, either thoery or practical. I hate practicals, I find it a waste of time. Moreover, I dont even understand what I am doing.

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I went home straight after school with Clifton, but halfway he saw his friends and eventually went for basketball. I bus-ed home alone, I saw Mr Daniel. He was a very kind teacher, I remembered him joining our orientation camp. He is rather quiet. I had a chat with him, I no longer see him in our school anymore. He got posted to Swiss Cottage, that time he was on his way home to Woodlands.

I miss all th kind teachers, teachers who had taught me. They all got posted. I have my nap as usual and called Kelly at night for my schedule. Lastly, Mr Daniel wishes me well for my studies and yes to him too...his career!

In th end, I decided to ignore her and leave her alone. Lunch was used by CCA meeting. I am bored lahs, Shi rou and co also not there. What's more, I know none of them-all M. Aftermath, back to class then with Anis and Ling.

Should I be happy or should I not ?
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I working from 11-3pm. Once after I end work, I called back home. Mum is sleeping at 3.30pm, so I guess there will not be a feast for me. I intended to buy 4 ice cream cones and left as Mum said she will be cooking and celebrating belated birthday.

I told Mdm Glenn, she ask me wait till 5pm as she cant give discount anyhow. Since, Mum's not cooking so I decided to stay on till 5pm. Not because of that discount, because I have things to tell Shu Hua and Angie. Slack around and know that Keryn sucks like hell and greedy. She took few of Mother's Day pamphlets for herself, making herself.... She take I will say, if th rest take I dont mind cos we share/'re a gang! Oops, she's a bitch la.

In th end, I went out at 4pm to do FOC one hour. Thanks to Mdm H.F. That customer at table 7 so lame. Forget it, slack oh oh Mdm Glenn is funny lahs. We had fried rice and grass jelly. Ice cream cones and to Sky park slack! Home at 10-11plus. I love tonight, starry starry night.

I am shag yet feeling contented.
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I dont not have enough sleep and yet have to wake up at 6am for work. Luckily, I have Fiona sis around for opening, 9-3pm but together with Mdm H.F.

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Actually working 11-3pm, due to that Syahid need go Malaysia, I have decided to help him to work. That makes me work 12-10pm. Guess what?! That Sir Simon actually put me 12-11pm, which is full shift making me die. Th next day, Im working 9-3pm lehs.

I told Mdm Glenn and was asked to finish topping up chilli and tomato sauce till 10.30pm. I left, no closing for me and feeling contented! Because of this, bitches have to do closing themselves. Yes, I am hosting for tonight. I hate doing hosting, toilet-ing was what I do.

Rest and 9-3pm tomor.