I seriously feel like breaking down now noww nowww. I dont know how come I was born on Earth to be hanging around lifelessly. I felt that life is so meaningless at times. My life always always consists of th same old routine. Have anyone ever thought of what you are living for, work so hard for?!

I wake up, prepare either go to school or work. When I reached home, its time for dinner then 2 hours of tv progammes, then its my sleeping time. If not, I will stare at computer screen and stone or playing same old game. nothing else. No outdoor activities, no shopping, no feast..no no nothing. Reading only few hours before sleeping time.

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This is life, you see. Alright, shall stop complaining. Saw Shanice on th way to work, had a chat. Work, 12-9.30pm. Training for fountain, learn how to scoop. So difficult but I like it. I got scalded by sizzling pan, now there is a mark :( Th customers so rude, please be sinful. Cut my OT, have one long thing on th way to bus stop. Yum Yum. I want get my pay.

Tomorrow, school at 9am. Can I skip it? I hate th word- Exams. Need a break, have a kit kat.